Until the next year 5 month , That is to say 1982 year 5 month , I just realized my wish for surgery in the past two years . This hospitalization can be described as one of .
At the agreed time , I came to jianzhukou hospital again . Made the bed , Dr. Wang asked me to go to the clinic and write an admission notice , He was officially hospitalized .
Dr. Wang listened to my heart again , He said to me very upset ：“ Why is your heart so weak ？ You go over there and take a light , You come with me .” He took me to x Light chamber , Tell the illuminated doctor to see if my heart is enlarged . I'm upset . After the light , The report is that the heart is not enlarged , I was relieved . The shining doctor happily reported a message to President Wang ： The man he diagnosed last time has been diagnosed with lung cancer ,,,
About the next morning 9 When it's more than ten o'clock , Dr. Wang called me out of the ward , Sign the voluntary letter for surgery , I wrote solemnly and excitedly “ Consensual surgery . He Mingshan ”. Then I walked from the inpatient department into the operating room next door , Untie the clothes on your chest , Climb up the high operating table . My feet and hands were firmly tied by a wide cloth belt , Like a fallen cross . Everything is all set. , In front of me 4,5 Everyone can only see their eyes , Even men and women are clearly separated . I can only judge by the height of my height that the one on my right is Dr. Wang , A tall and strong man .
After a sharp pain from an anesthetic needle in the chest , The operation began . I listen only with my ears , Look at the ceiling and pretend to be at ease . Dr. Wang asked the opposite ：“ Just cut it lengthwise ？“ Sure .” I clearly felt the place on my chest cut open , The knife is a little cold , I seem to see someone cut a piece of tofu , Only slightly numb pain . When the scalpel cuts to the top , There was a moment of extreme pain , I gave a short cry , Put forward ：“ It finally hurts too much , There may be no hemp there ！” Dr. Wang said he knew , The anesthetic needle pricked it again , It's been going well since then .
I only heard Dr. Wang constantly “ clip ！”“ clip ！” The voice of command , I try to imagine that they are “ clip ” what . I can't hold on long when I lie flat on my back , This chest tightness will be doubly uncomfortable . I keep saying “ It's so boring , So closed ,,,” I asked the doctor to loosen the bandage on my hands , They trust me very much , It's loose . I don't remember very well , It seems that I covered my eyes with a white cloth at first , face , I groaned “ Shut up, shut up ”, Please take the cloth away , Take it away to feel better .
About two hours , The operation is done . I was helped to sit up , Doctor Wang brought a bloody iron plate , say ：“ You see , This is what you cut out of your chest ！” I pinched the two pieces of meat like mahjong , Hard , A white membrane covers the red muscles below . I feel a little empty in my chest , But the breathing is the same .
My mother came in through the newly opened operating room door , Red eyes , So scared . She helped me back to the ward . All the patients in the ward reported to me how my mother was eager to see outside the operating room , How to cry .
It was supposed to be over , But my destiny is to have more trouble . After coming out of the operating room , I followed Dr. Wang's instructions , Lie down and don't move . After two or three hours , The wife of the patient named Liu sanhuai looked at me and smiled , Say my chest is like a woman's breast , So sharp and so high . I'm a little upset , In such a short time , The gauze on the edge of the knife is really very unusual . I pulled my shirt open , The tape on the gauze has been loose and fallen off . I just want to ask my mother to invite Dr. Wang , He came in through the door . He came up to me , Smiled and asked me to untie my clothes and let him see .
Don't see, don't know , I was startled at the sight , His face was immediately tense , Say in succession “ Oh, No ！” Tell me to get up and go to the operating room with him .
It turned out that the knife edge was open . He told me to lie down on the operating table , Put on your white coat quickly , Put on your gloves , Bring the necessary utensils , Just do it . He just took off the gauze that was about to fall off , Blood spurted out , Dyed his white coat red . Blood keeps pouring out , After a while, I took a bath in my blood , The vest feels wet .
Dr. Wang is very flustered , Said the skin fell off , Just can't hold it down . I was surprisingly calm , Just call some doctors to fight you ？ He immediately ran out , Then it came again , I didn't hear him shout , Obviously, I never went to the doctor's dormitory above Gaokan . There was no cell phone , It's scary to shout . This is the lunch break , You can't call anyone at once . This time he was determined to do it alone .
I told him calmly that I had nothing here , The feeling is very good . It means you don't have to be nervous .
He spent nine cows and two tigers , The knife edge is closed again . Finally help me get up from the pool of blood , Tie my chest with a long bandage , Tie a knot round and round, firm and solid . It's safe , But breathing was almost completely suppressed . When I came down from the operating table , It feels a little light . Dr. Wang held me and comforted me ：“ A noble man has many hardships .” I immediately became proud . Mother shed more tears for me again . When I got back to the ward , People show some respect to me with their eyes .
Two days later , Secretary Hu, who had a concussion on his bike next door, sent me a Book of literary and artistic issues , And praised me for being really iron , Perseverance is amazing ; He didn't accept what I said ：“ It doesn't hurt ？ That's painful wood ！” Dr. Wang always likes to chat with him , He must have got the details of my second operation from Dr. Wang . To be honest , This pain is nothing compared to my chest tightness .
Mother sat at the head of the bed watching me at night . Two days passed. , I can take care of myself completely .