Hi,Mom

2021-02-23 01:51:16  作者:Life journey

Mom's gone , I'll never be happy in my life , All my happiness in my life is missing a dime .

Walking with colleagues , When talking about new year's taste, I told her the bottom of my heart , from 2015 After my mother died in , I have never had a happy and complete year , Why do you feel so light when you are away , That's because there are no more parents who give birth to me or support me , All the flavor of new year or life I want , I can only imitate my mother in my memory ……

If my mother didn't give birth to me , It should be very happy now

My mother was a literary educated youth of her time , Can sing , Although a little shy , But also warm and approachable ; I heard from my aunt , The period of educated youth going to the countryside , Several boys scrambled to fetch water from their aunt's house 、 work , A girl's mother , Actually, it's very popular !

Among the many admirers , There's no dad ; Writing letters with mom " Flirt " What I want to learn is a classmate who later became a soldier and then transferred to work in the provincial capital , He has been " summon " Take mom to the provincial capital , My mother said that she was afraid that she would not find a job and would be attached to others all her life , He suggested that mom should go to the street to shine shoes first , When there's a way out, I'll switch to other jobs ; Maybe it's too down-to-earth words that secretly frustrate my mother's self-esteem , Maybe it was then that my father appeared , After the introduction of the matchmaker, mom and Dad met , Although at first they were isolated, they didn't repel each other , So a short trip to Zhanjiang to see the sea , Mom married dad ; The triviality of life , Different personalities shaped by growing environment , In the difficult running in, they carry the family forward step by step ……

After my mother gave birth to me and my brother , With education and efforts into the father's unit ; Go to work 、 Take care of the old 、 The child , Mom is more tired , Aunt, they think mom is happier , I have no way to know how my mother felt at that time , I only know that from then on, my mother gradually had an indissoluble bond with insomnia , Among children my age , Maybe no one knew about sleeping pills earlier than I did , In the corner of the bookcase in my mother's room, there is always a small bottle with a small bottle ……

The mother who suffered from insomnia for a long time left the world in her fifties ……

Deal with mother's affairs in the country , See those aunts who are helping 、 aunt , Simple clothes , Perhaps because of the long-term work in the field, his face is slightly dark yellow and rough , But their strong figure made me feel confused : If mom didn't give birth to me , If my mother is one of them wandering in the countryside , So she doesn't have to go to work on time every day ; Don't think about your monthly performance 、 Assessment of ; And regular study 、 The test ; And the cold war with dad from time to time 、 Be sullen …… She may still be able to talk and laugh in the field garden barefoot 、 Sunrise and 、 It's a sunset 、 Health and contentment ……

" I come , Are you happy "" Happy "" I can make you happier "

I don't expect to cross , I just hope every night in my dream , Mom , You come here ; I'm not your little cotton padded jacket , You said , My temper is so much like dad , Sometimes it makes you really upset or even beat your chest , I'm sorry , I don't know if I have a moment to warm your heart , So , Mom , Please come to my dream , Let's continue with our mother and daughter , Let's find happiness in our dreams ! We can cook together , With your genetic dexterity , I've created a lot of my own dishes , It's delicious ( I wish you had tasted ); We can also take a walk together 、 dance square dancing , We can go shopping together 、 food market ……

My daughter, , I want her to be healthy and happy

Mom's fed up with insomnia and dying , I'm not immune at this time , It's not insomnia " disease ", Mom passed it on to me , It's that we may have similar principles of being and doing things , such as " Be strict with yourself 、 be broad-minded toward others ", We have learned from the narrow " Be strict with yourself " So as to be humble , In fact, they can be appropriate to themselves and others " wide " ah ; What's worse is that we're too perfect 、 Idealism 、 There's nothing to worry about …… therefore , Life , There's no need to " insomnia " To punish both of us ……

My daughter, , I hope she is the new generation above us , Love details 、 I'm addicted to life and spiritual cleanliness. Now I'm slowly trying to turn a blind eye , Don't be so serious about weaving rules over her , She just needs to be happy , Healthy life is good !

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